oh my god oh my god!!!!

my audit test sure fail ady.....

i only write 7 points whereas it actually needs 20 points..(this is what i heard)

and....only 36 minutes to write, how to write? huh huh huh???

20 points with explaination ler..not only points..

and some more....the question asking about audit strategy..

which we have never practice on this topic..

i have read the books and notes before the test about this audit strategy...

but, i have no idea what it is about..

the information from books and notes is so...LIMITED!!

what a.... test!

killing we the student.

do the lecturer and tutors build their happiness on our sadness?

i can't believe...i'm so disappointed.

i can't imagine the result.

GOD.....Pls help me~~~

i don't want to fail any paper..no way..

never do this on me.

心痛....

这世界上, 为什么有那么多人让我觉得恐怖?

我一直以为, 做人是很简单的..

朋友之间, 是要互相信任的.

可是有些人, 会把你的信任当做武器, 去攻击别人.

让你无意间就变成了那个伤害别人的罪人.

什么叫朋友? 我真的不懂得去解释了.

一个风景优美的地方, 本该所有人都很快乐的.

就一件那么小的事, 所有人的心情都抹杀了风景.

最后留下的 ,是泪. 是失望.

这个我们所有人都向往的地方...

现在应该变成恶梦了吧?

我以后也不能再去了吧?

因为只要一提起这个地方, 就会让人想起这不愉快的事.

我的向往.... 会是遗憾了...

他们的不开心. 是因为我那愚蠢对人的信任,不是因为我那没脑的笨.

让我无法去面对他们.

有些事, 忘不了的, 是一辈子的.

不过人总要从错误中学习...

我学会, 交朋友, 不是那么单纯的.

我学会, 很多事情, 如果跟着感觉做, 会是个错误.

我学会, 要把不开心的事都收起来, 总是笑脸迎人.

这样子, 别人就不会被伤害了....

我没事了

我也学会坚强, 一个人面对.

我很清楚知道, 我已经是一个人了. 我没有逃避.

DANG!! i stole my bro de digicam! know where am i going?

a long distance travel to......---->MALACCA~~

Know whr is this place? A'famosa resort lo...

but hor...aikzz...i thought so happy to go and stay thr de. cos i was thinking dat..

the resort sure very nice de lo..

mana tau....aikz...so cheap de.once i walk in, got a type of smell..

maybe that unit left empty too long, nobody stay.

all the bed and pillow also smelly.

i only slept for 5 hrs that day wei~~~

luckily juz stay 1 nite. if not sure i die.

haha i ask my mum to take this pic for me...

but how come i do this kind of post??

and how come my mum wan copy my post and edit a bit? haha...


WAKAKAKA~
ini orang jepun!
my okasan!
daddy....look at this pic also can laugh out..
how come ler..his face so funny geh?

my grandma..
i can saw her eyes..
she wana cry, but she stopped her tears from dropping out.
actualy that day quite a lot of ppl sad..
cos grandpa passed away d.he cant see my cousin's wedding.
and the brother of my cousin, he drank dat day..
and cried out....so sad...

DANG DANG!!

change attire..

in my dad's car going to the restaurant lo..

this is the pair of new couple..

(i dont have a clear pic in the restaurant of them, so use this to ganti hehe..)

my family...

my two brothers din come for this celebration.

cos they need to stay in shop and work..

so cham~ aikzz...

thats y i said, this kind of business, not good even though earn a lot.

cos got money, no family anymore.

we have nvr go for any travel after dad had start up this business.

nvr, a family in a whole..

wish that i could have a very nice family by myself in the future lo..

my mum oso ask me to marry somebody that can accompany me more.

no need everyday, but at least, got family day..

i wish too...but everything....is on fate.^^

yo...what a lucky day today...?

i met a friendster friend at the car park inside college.

lol~ i can't even recognise who is him..

cause i nvr go and see his photo... =.="

sorry ya Adrian...anyway, nice to meet u too.

and..on the way home, i received a call from "True Fitness".

They invited me to go to their branch to have a 7 days course.

hehe...some more wanna arrange a personal trainer for me wo~

i said wana bring a fren go, she said welcome.

DANG!!!

SAM PUI YEE, you are targeted! wahaha~

and i know why is the True Fitness will have my contact.

i think sure Winx..you already a member there is it?

i guess la..hehe...cos you seldom call me as Stephanie.

so im not sure is it u..

anyway, i will have a try if i have the time.^^

Today is a very nice rainy day.

雨天

雨天, 为什么永远都让人觉得心情低落?
我试着谈天, 他却... 没有回应.
甚至, 就消失了.
我真的不知道该怎么办了..
那种忽冷忽热的对待, 你能明白吗?
我不知道要怎样去应付.

雨, 变成了泪. 落个不停.
雷的咆哮, 震撼了我的心..
让我觉得如此的无奈....
如此孤寂..

当我也线上消失的时候, 却看见.....
你回线了...
是错觉吗?
还是...一种避开?

p.S :

嘻嘻..

什么都不是..

是误会~~^^

我有时侯真的很笨蛋一下的..

都解释了..是我的错..

以后不能再乱乱想了..

10月30日 : 夜晚 : 晴天 :

今天是万圣节.. The Halloween~

万圣节本该是个恐怖的节日.

可是我今天的心情, 却真的很好..

因为我感觉到自己被在乎..

有个人, 真的了解我的感受..

就算我不再告诉他我在想什么.

就算我一直试着隐瞒, 什么都不说,他也能知道.

那照片..换了.

我一直担心的事, 因为他那小小的一个动作, 消失了.

我不知道自己已经陷了多深..

我只知道, 我真的很在乎..

也很珍惜他为我做的. 就算只是那一点小事..

今天的我,知道了这事后, 真的是笑了一整天.

我想, 就算等下我睡着了,都会笑吧~

等他, 是值得的.

^_^

那是种什么样的心情?

我总是说自己很容易就会满足...

是的...偶尔吧...就在他对我关怀备至,安慰我的时候..

我总会对自己说,这样就很够了...我就可以笑起来了..

可是........为什么我会那么的固执?

解释,是可以让我释怀的...但,当我看到...那张照片总是出现在我眼前..

每次我都会伤心...

对的,只能是伤心,不是被伤害.因为当别人没有意伤害你,而你觉得受伤了,那不算伤害...

我的心..乱了....

我分不清,我该为解释而开心,还是为照片而伤心.

我的情绪很起伏不定....

是不是,我早就不应该选择等一些不知道是不是属于自己的东西?

是不是我一直都错了?

我说了多少次的放弃?为什么我就是没有办法做到?

我.....到底怎么了?

我什么时候..那么会吃醋了?

真是好笑...我有什么资格?有够笨!!!!!

Happy Halloween~~~~

went to tbr with my frens again for lunch...

and i got this pic hahaha~~~~

ini tbr stall punya tauke, tak ada business, duduk sana read newspaper o...hahaha....

----BOON PING----

After the lunch, we went to jusco and had a walk b4 we continue for our class.

and there we found a lot of halloween masks...so cute~~

we tried on a few and...PICS TIME!!!

this 1 quite scary de..not nice o...

cant beliv i took such a pic to make myself ugly haha~

but sometimes ugly also good geh~~

wahaha~ at least got meisim accompany me play ar..ugly once in the blue moon also syok ~~

I WISH THE WORLD..HAPPY HALLOWEEN.

AND I WISH...

someday, i could go for a real halloween party...

i really wish to.....

心情差得很....

我不知道小时候发生过什么事,我总是很害怕一个人的.

我很少对人说这件事,我偶尔也会试着一个人去某些地方或做某些事,因为我一直很努力的在克服..

可是今天...我真的快哭了出来....

因为..上课的时候, 我被丢下一个人了.

今天我迟了些去上课,去到的时候几乎都坐满人了..

我想找个比较多空位的地方坐,因为我最近上课都和一班朋友一起坐的.

我只看到一排比较空的位子,就走了下去想坐.可是当我走到那时才发现有人把书包放在那了..

我以为是别人放的,我看到"他"坐在那排位子的前面,看了我一下就转头了.

我随便找了位子,然后新里不断祈求着等下我朋友来了,反正都没位了他们应该会分开坐吧,就随便一个陪我坐.

可是当他们来到是,"他"居然响着他们举起手,示意"他已留位给他们.

然后...就全部都走下去,坐在那些已放了书包的位子.原来那些位子是"他"霸占的.

而他,应该知道我每次都和他们坐啊.为什么就要我一个人坐?

我真的很怕一个人的.....

我差点哭了出来.

我怕被人丢下的感觉...他却让我再次尝试这样的感觉.

平时和他话也没两句了.他见谁都笑的,就是见到我很像很不开心的样子.

我没得罪他啊...为什么要我尝试我遗忘拉很久的恐惧感?

我不喜欢他.....不喜欢不喜欢!!

1 october 2008..in JOGOYA!! yeah~~

u know why i was wearing like dis? cos im birthday gal ma..muz be special..i know my "sisters" sure all wear very sexy and attractive de, i most short and most no stature de, so ma wear a bit fashion but not sexy lo haha~ i wear like 80年代 de ppl haha..not bad ma..

let me introduce this...the toilet of starhill..haha~ wear so nice cos wana take pic in starhill lo~ high class o that toilet..if my house toilet also so nice i sure sleep in toilet haha...


CHIANG CHIANG!!!!
start drinking liao...in jogoya!!!
nice place it is...oh my god..im gonna be a very fat gal after that day..
cos i saw so many delicious food!! all are my favourite..
cant control myself u noe...


as u all know...u onli always saw 1 of my sis appeared in my blog geh...this is another 1 lo..she so busy ppl lai de..so many job...wan date her wana make appointment de ler.. haha~ last time i wan book her during christmas need to book a year b4..wakaka~ jk jk..she sure out if got time geh.. she so pandai enjoy life ar...

haha this 1...no need to intro liao...(shaking head) almost every blog also got her face inside geh.. haha~

the following pic....are all pic that i took,with a bet of my life in danger haha.

cos....when i was taking pic there, a waitress scold me. she said "food are not allowed to take pic". but puiyee said she saw a lot of ppl thr holding their camera and taking pic in front of those food counter ar...not fair..oni im the 1 being scold...

delicious ler..wana go eat anot? haha~

after eating, we walked around inside the starhill...then take pic lo...this sor poh...hehe. posing and let us take pic lo~~ so syok. everybody wearing so nice dat day. took a lot of pic.

i was really having a very happy day with them although really spent a lot and tired for that day. but when im writting this blog..my mood is so bad..maybe i cant bring out the feel that i want to show...but in fact, really thanks for both of my sis, for accompany me and celebrate my early birthday with me. love u both so much..dont ever try to leave me in my life. u both are in the prison of my life, no way out!

19september2008...unforgetable day in my life...

T_T
help~~~my handphone let ppl stole ady!!!!!

i was working in my dad's shop...
that day was so quiet cos the customer really too less...
i was juz helping as a promoter..
so i sat at the counter and read since there was no customer.

that was really a bad day cos when i reached the shop in the morning, i found that my pants has broken..i was forced to buy a new pants.
and then..my fon cant put in the pocket of my new pants cos my belt covered my pocket.
so..i hang my fon on my neck.

hanging it on my neck for whole day really tiring..so i planned to take it down..
ad put at the counter..on the table a while..while i was reading..
and at that time..some customers came in..MALAY!!!
they were looking for some shoes..so of cos i stood up and served them...
and then,,when they went off..i back to the counter.only i realised my fon on the table was gone!!
one of the MALAY stole it...i tried to went out and find him.but i really cant remember his face.
and also..he shd have gone very fast.

luckily...there's a guy working opposite my shop..he help me to call to the maxis centre to block my simcard 1st...this could prevent the thief to use all my credits inside..mine is prepaid..

i was so sad and...duno what to do...
the nex day...i went to find my bro and asked him to bring me to buy a new fon..
i bought nokia fon..b4 this i was using sony ericsson.
so hard to be used to it..but this fon really better a lot cos typing msg faster.

some advices here....
nvr ever let ur fon leave ur hand or away from ur attention.
oni a few minutes..it can be lost.
so especially in public transport..if ur fon is in ur pocket, put it in the front pocket but not back 1.
and..your hand shd keep pressing the pocket until u leave the station.
cos i have a fren lost his fon even putting in front pocket.
thief are used to the way the stealing..so please be aware.

and if u r so unlucky to lost ur fon...no matter u using prepaid or postpaid...
go to the nearest maxis centre or even a booth selling maxis top up card...
ask for the number to call to the maxis centre!! because u can block ur simcard from being use by the thief. ur credit in ur simcard will still remain thr if u apply it back later.( this is for maxis user..digi im not sure but u still can try)

next.u have to quickly inform ur family members that ur fon has been stolen. cos there was also a case whr...a woman, her bag has been robbed, her fon and all the bank card were inside her bag. and because in her fon, she set her husband's name as "husband"...the thief then use her fon, sms to her husband ask for the pin number of her bank saving account number..and get all her bank saving. so...be aware of that too..inform ur family if u lost ur fon.

always be aware with stranger around u..tey always spot anyone holding fon or even have a fon in pocket...no matter ur fon expensive or cheap...especially be aware of malay ppl...( no sensitive issue here...the malay ppl oni refer to the thief..not those good malay ppl)

always take good care of urself and ur property.

i learnt after i lost once...wish that everyone who saw this blog...will learn b4 u lost anything.

my genting 1 day trip. lalala~~~~

yo~~

10sept2008

when everyone still busy for exam..

haha our course geh exam finish jor...go genting lu~~

we met in the terminal putra at 8am

then took bus to genting lo..

half of the genting oni we reach..then take cable car..

haha...u see meisim so scare to take cable car...she wan cry u noe..shouting inside.

haha we self take this pic de...

duno y...meisim got such pattern..

like saying gambateh for our trip!

come a solo pic with the cable car 1st..

i nvr take pic in cable car since young ler..

cos go genting oways dad drive until the genting hotel thr ar..

here we reached the genting hotel...

this place so nice, then we stop here take pic lo..

mana tau we ady lost. cos everybody left us liao...

they all went to 1st world hotel wo..nvr wait us geh..sad~

haha when we rush to 1st world hotel..

they not yet reach wo wakaka~

they lost but not us..

so we continue take pic while waiting them lo..

the mist so thick..can u imagine how cold it is?

i din bring my thick jacket..cos i tot..recently the weather..cant be so cold anymore..

regret.....

now all of us met in the 1st world...

lol everybody here chatting, playing..

everyone seems so excited o~

hoho we met michelle...she came up genting 1 day b4 with her family

then we meet her in 1st world.

she hor...wear so short de pants o...

not cold de meh...?

everyone ready to play.

the outdoor..no ppl geh

so quiet..wan to play what also can..of cos i play everything

except....the "tiao lou ji"...scary cos got ppl died b4.

cant let go every chance to take pic o~



my handphone spoilt suddenly..
haha pinjam the public fon to call..

handsome boh?

haha im so cooooool o~~

we were now in dinasour land..

here are the two famous dinasour in there.

named...

black VS white dinasour.
hahaha...

see see..

the black dinasour killing meisim!!!!
this dinasour land security not good!

let dinasour come out!

take pic with handsome dinasour...

this land is so~~ nice...

great place to take pic..

this is my pet..

i put it in this land haha~

muz take 1 pic with tehping geh~

gd gd fren hehe..

but he seems not so happy that day o..

mood not gd..

muz smile more oni lengzai geh~

my gor gor and his gf haha...

making love-----shape wo~

wakaka~ ur dirty brain think what again?

haha T..A-D..A~~

IM IN THE MIDDLE~

very very tired for the trip

i haven't eat from morning til 2pm ler.

so we went to mcd lo~

thr's a calefe here...

doing some geli action haha~

cant beliv...

b4 leaving..back to this place again

im not taking any pic o..

being photographer lo..

haha..

victor took pic with his same country ppl...

can see the indian child thr?

so many antique vase..

so nice..

cant buy so take pic as memory lo..

we going back d lo around 5pm. everybody so tired..

sleep like pig o..

so do i~

very nice trip...

but quite tired lo...

next time if wana go..

go island lo..go and stay for few days..

can rest then wont be so tired liao lo..^^