Friday, March 28, 2008
Posted by Steph at 3:51 AM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Why everytime i also get angry with my fren's ex bf? cant he let me stay as what we are before? i seldom quarrel with wynki de...but he did let us quarrel for once! make me damn angry...
now they broken, i talk for my fren, fight for my fren. cos i dun wan to let him hurt her. and my fren told me she wan kek sei him, wan fite with him cos wan him to say sorry. but now seems.. everyone in the cbox also saying that im the one who adding chocoal to let them fite. they wan to close case.
im the one who wrong again? i just do what my best fren wish. she wan him to say sorry!!! so i do for her. but im now the wrong one..maybe.....is it i shouldn't be so concern about their thingy? maybe should be as her frens all said, let themselves settle? ok...then i will never say a word about them anymore. dont ask me opinion wynki....im really desparate now...i hate to be too protective now. i hate myself. im wrong in doing anything for my best fren. so i dont wan to hav true fren anymore. i thought last time i dont beliv best fren is my own sucks thinking. but now i know...that time im not the wrong one.human being should be selfish to protect themselves better than any other....i should learn to protect myself better than any other too...
I WILL SHUT UP FOR YOUR CASE FOREVER!!!! DONT FIND ME!!!!! FIND YOUR FREN~~~
Posted by Steph at 9:40 AM
hubby u really so sayang me o...everytime i say want anything also u get for me de. ^_^ i know im really a bit too much to ask u come KL find me more times...cos it is really wasting your petrol money..but i really miss u a lot ma..now u gonna go for interview and study so hard there but i cant be at your side help u massage massage..so guilty o~ owe you 1st la hehe..these days i quite busy editing my blog layout and also my frenster. some more the msn cant online really so sad. cant cam cam with hubby. =(
nevermind tomorrow im going out for movie with my classmates, go happy happy. of cos i wont forget to pray hard for your interview la.support u forever! must get job, earn much much money!! love love ya... =P
Posted by Steph at 9:29 AM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
everytime u find me,im so happy cos i know u miss me, but when u go out with your frens and just say sorry bye bye, i will suddenly feel like...u find me just because u are boring, when your frens have time for u, then u will be away from me. i know i think too much, but... i dont know what to do.
maybe because u go out too much with ur frens, and when i only hav the time to see u then u said u already date with frens..this is what i care.
but i never can complain and be angry with u, cause i know im the one who have the problem. i cant go travel with u, cant go penang to find u due to my family's rules. im the one that never have the right to complain anything. so i just be quiet always...
everytime also my fault.having a bad family also my fault. i can only keep it deep in my heart. maybe im scare to lost u..distance is really a big problem for a couple,especially for me. i dont want to be like dat................................i dont want............
Posted by Steph at 5:35 AM