好累好累..让我冬眠一阵子.

我真的累了...

想好好的休息..

想睡一次.

不管睡醒的时候..

我睁开眼睛的时候..

看见的,是我曾经期待的黑夜,

还是我已错过黑夜,到了下一个天亮.

都无所谓了.

只要能重新开始..

只要是能让我快乐..

够了.

再也不想主动做任何事.

因为我害怕失望.

我想静静的..

什么都不做.

也不跨出任何脚步.

就这样.

wondering..

timing...?

everytime there's a talk,

it will be stopped.

only accidentally?

or purposely?

too cold...too sudden...too disappointed...

feeling of rejected.

every cold word splash on,

keep me far away.

no matter how hard tried,

never get close.

the jumping almost stop..

it almost break.

should hold?

or should let go?

wondering...

always wondering.........

GOD..please..never torture me anymore.

我期待的黑夜.

我发觉...我好像喜欢上了黑夜...

以前喜欢白天的时候,总觉得一切很美好.

总觉得它就是最完美的.

可是,当它改变,变得忽热忽冷,远离了我的时候..

我真的觉得世界很不美好.

为什么我喜爱的东西都会离我而去?

现在的我..慢慢的喜欢黑夜了..

也不在乎白天的存在.

可是黑夜是属于我一人的吗?

如果有一天,它的降临是为了别人而不是我.

那我该怎么办?

我真的不想再一次觉得世界是不美的.

可是我却不想错失我喜欢的每一个它....

现在的我和黑夜,隔了个黄昏.

什么时候,我才能触碰到黑夜?

什么时候才能进入黑夜的世界?

黄昏对我来说,好像很漫长似的.

但我却没有办法忽视黄昏的存在.

黑夜给我的感觉却好冷好冷.

可是对别人来说,却好像比较温暖.

为什么?是我敏感吗?还是....它已开始慢慢的成为别人的黑夜了?

my convo on 13 July 2008 (KL TARC)

大白天居然有个黑黑的人要偷我青青的车~

他还用钥匙去开车门哦!

如果他真的开了,我车的alarm会响的啦~

哈哈~开车门哪里需要这样开哦?

我的gang!!嘻嘻~

很多帅哥咧~

BIG SALES HERE!!

SELLING HANDSOME GUY!

BUY 1 FREE 1!!

FIRST COME FIRST SERVE!

平平卖平平卖!!

这就是我和美鑫了.

主角在后面.
不懂为什么会有个"黑影"在前面挡了我..

月亮家族照!哈哈哈~
这个帅哥被人买了.
OUT OF STOCK.

这个是二号.

可以开始叫价了~

三号~~

这个是..

像我男朋友吗?

哈哈~
有没有很恩爱的感觉?

这就是我的靓女阿妈~

他不是我男朋友啦~

我才不要他~

哈哈~

我的弟弟来的.

超高的.讨厌.

特地跑去建一家找他拍照的.

光远也是.

要牺牲我去他们家,就为了他们的合照. =P

这是光远女朋友..觉得她好温柔的样子哦...

一看到她就想和她拍一张了.^^

我爸妈....

爸爸像不像.....日本人?

哈哈~~

三个巫婆~

for more information or more photos...pls refer to the friendster link from this site.

^^

i lov this convo so much cause......

hehe....

i recieved so many real flowers...1st time in my life haha~

and also some of my frens purposely come to find me.

really happy with that lo..cos my best fren cant come ar.. she got work.

at 1st really sad sad de.

but now got so many funny pic ady very happy^^

hehe~~

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9th July 2008----in Taman Melati's McD

i will be in this McD almost every Tues, Wed and Thurs morning from 8am until around 12pm and then go to college. i usually drive my green kia picanto and park there, and then will study thr in McD with my friends.

and this day, something special happened.

this day, my class started at 2pm. i had been in the McD from 10am til 1pm.

when i was going to leave there, i go to the parking to take my car

i saw a paper clip on my windscreen there.

somebody left a note to me

his note to me

"Picanto 小姐：

嘿！原来你已习惯每星期三这个时间都会来ＭＤ．

我想已遇见了你n次．

下星期不知还会遇到你吗？

我是XXXX

my emailXXXXXXXXXXXXXX"

haha such a special day for me

cos my fren told me that it was just same like a story in the taiwan's movie

although im still not yet reply anything to him in his email

but i wish to know who is him

cos i nvr know got somebody can meet me almost every week

i will consider whether to send a mail to him lo...

hehe...

experience of teaching computering...

aiyo~~~

i tell you o..

the worse student in the world

not those student in tuition centre

not your young brothers or sisters

but your parents, especially mother

hahaha~~~

you know what?

she want me teach her to use computer to do the accounts of our own company

she know nothing about computer

and i teached her how to boot the com

how wo click into the MYOB software

teached her how to type words

how to type capital letter

how to click

you know......i only teached her until open the software and created our simple company background

ady 1 hour and the half!!

wahaha~~ i drank a whole bottle of water ady lo...

so cham o me..

and finally, she gave up.

and handle all of it to me to do

hahaha~

nah this is my mummy hahaha~~

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hehe hang out with my dear sister again

hehe again e hang out in a cafe around our hse thr..

this was what i ordered. hehe~
hot honey fresh milk
and....TADA~~
DEEP FRIED ICE CREAM (VANILLA)
delicious o~


let you see my face of drinking my delicious honey milk.
envy anot? haha~

see my lenglui best sis.

muakzz! love her so much.

she's the only one know me well in this world.

i duno how im gonna survive without her ler...

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Primary school friends gathering

this is our gang...

compared to the 1st gathering we had, the amount of ppl attending half reduced.

but this seems to be better because last time like so blur, duno everyoe thr

now the lesser we are, the closer we are

we talked more than b4..and get each others contact

i love them so much...cos really miss them a lot wo~~

hope to see them again.

p.s: hehe~~ this is my 1st time i went out til midnight.

but i was back at 1.30am la...

supposed i can back at 3am de...my parents say nvrm wo~

so strange is it? i nvr get permission like dis..

i duno whats the reason they suddenly changed.

maybe because im really big girl ady..

but i think the main reason is because they want me to have my life with friends ba..

only with this, i will feel happier with my life even without my bf.

they so sad to see me crying last time when i broken up.

this is all they can do for me to make me happy.

so....i will be happy and smile for them!!

^^

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