Wednesday, June 18, 2008

life

life is always hard...
when u thought u are the right want, peoples will stop u from think of that.

i have been in this kind of life in my past 2 yrs... everything goes well...
i have to thx somebody cos he is so intelligent and help me alot in my works...
but now...when he left me,im facing problems...

cos somebody has changed...
her changing made my life changed too...everything i thought was right, she want change everything of that. she makes me become wrong...

i know im not wrong, neither she. but just, she want everything to go like what she wants.. she want everybody to listen to her....
and i...have been used to the life that everybody follow my style for 2 yrs... this is really training my patient...

it is good too for me, cos i should have train myself to be patient, so that i can be a very patient ppl in my real work in my future. even i dont like the ppl, i will train myself to smile at them...this is the real world isn't it?

and maybe i shoudl really try to listen to her, everything she said, i juz follow, i will nvr give opinion anymore.... juz to let her try, see how well she can be.
maybe she is not as bad as i think?

we have the different way and style...maybe she would like to try her way.

but based on my experience...i only have 1 advise to her.
nobody is gonna follow 1 person in the whole life... she should oways learn to respect ppl's idea... especially when you ask somebody to do something for u...

u hand in the task for the ppl, means u have confident on the person, if at the end u band all person's work as a result, u...even can make everything goes smooth in work, but u will lost your respect from everybody... dont try to makes everyone follow u.dont think that leader is so easy to be, what u think is best, not everybody will be as the same thinking like u...leader should oways learn to accept ppl's idea, not only ask ppl follow and do your idea...

i have learn this long ago when i was a leader. cos i know, if juz keep banding other person's idea...ya in the end everything goes nicely...but nobody is gonna respect u as a leader..cos u not a 'leader' who is leading ppl, u u juz a 'forcer' to find all excuses to let ppl follow your idea... plenty of excuses to persuade ppl accept your idea...and 1 action to destroy the coorperation between u and your team mate.

wish her everything good luck. just...
i will also train myself not to give so many ideas... i wana train myself to accept everything...even thought something i think is bad, i also accept(no opinion o!! shut up always..and just relax and play in my life. no more stress of being leader). cos i also want to let other ppl try...let her try...and let me try...

Tuesday, June 17, 2008



again we having these kind of ingredients..haha~# guess what cake is it?





this is the base of the cake....very very delicious o~~ can uz eat like dis....



blend the mixture of cheese..this time no need use hand ady, i had found my machine haha~~ can blend with it. so fast it can be done.



this time not putting into the oven and burn, but put into fridge to freeze it! haha..



waiting our cake to freeze now in the fridge.. do some base biscuit and heat it to eat 1st~ so hungry o...



take the cheese cake out..now wana do the topping ady lo... crystal jelly plus some pineapples and peaches!



pour the mixture of jelly into the mole..and freeze it again til the nite...
hehe~~

here comes my cake...a bit look weird cos the jelly freeze too fast even put outside the fridge..so sad..
the cheese no taste one..
but my parents very like this cake, cos they said it so fresh with the fruits and jelly...so the cheese doesnt matter...but the whole cake, the cheese most expensiv ler!!






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Sunday, June 15, 2008

so weird o me..




my pants' button suddenly dropped out from my pants...in McD toilet!!
i juz sit in McD and sew it back... not using needle, but using a hair pin as a needle... cos i din bring needle with me to college ar...
too bad day it is..

luckily my skill not bad geh..know to sew ler me..
dun look down on me weii~~~

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

我爱的人放弃了我....佩雯...你..你猪啊?还等屁? 当然一走了之啦!

如果你不爱一个人,请放手,好让别人有机会爱她。

如果你爱的人放弃了你,请放开自己,好让自己有机会爱别人 .

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属於你的,有的东西你再
留恋也注定要放弃的,人生中有许多种爱,但别让
爱成为一种伤害。

有些缘分是注定要失去的,有些缘分是永远都不会
有结果的,爱一个人不一定要拥有,但拥有一个人
就一定要好好的去爱她。

男人哭了,是因为他真的爱了……
如果失去是苦 ,你怕不怕付出 ;
如果迷乱是苦 ,你会不会选择结束;
如果追求是苦,你会不会选择执迷不悟 ;
如果分离是苦 ,你要向谁倾诉.
好多事情是后来才看清楚,好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦,
然而我已经找不到来时的路 。

有一种爱,明明是深爱,却说不出来.
有一种爱,明明想放弃,却无法放弃.
有一种爱,明知是煎熬,却又躱不开.
有一种爱,明知无前路.心却早已收不回来……
曾经因为迷恋谁,乱了方向;
曾经害怕去牵谁的手,转身走开;
曾经尝试去与谁走在一起我以为,
我错过了一个又一个,
其实一直以来都是我一个人孤单地行走,那些人只是与我擦身而过.
每个人每天都要看不同的风景,听不同的音乐,过着新的生活。
是的,世界是一切物质都在做永不停歇无规则的运动。
地球同样在转,太阳一样的升起,冬去春来,花开花浇同样的过,但是我却感到就是不一样。
因为就在这个时候,感觉茫然了,一个平凡的日子里,受到不平凡的打击。。
很多时候,过去是无从想念的。
遗失了发黄的照片,
遗失了曾经保存很久的东西,
遗失了枯萎的记忆。
伸出手,抓不到任何东西。
也许,总有些东西会留在生命最深处,
深深浅浅的痕迹,
当心轻轻拂过
,已不会感到疼痛,只有一份麻木。
办公室里,喝着咖啡,苦苦的滋味。
有一种借口叫年轻
可以不珍惜时光
不珍惜爱不珍惜一切来之不易的东西
好象所有的轻狂
所有的不羁都可以在这个阶段找到理由!
有一个词叫错过,
错过爱,错过可以相守的人, 错过一段刻骨铭心的情
缘分的天空下擦肩而过, 不知谁碰落了谁的泪 有一种方式叫成全......
当想念变成习惯,当牵挂成为习惯,当爱你成为习惯,我还可以做什么呢?
当爱情已经桑田沧海,我是否还有勇气等待你,等待与你的见面呢?
从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦寂寞还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间
宁愿孤独.....
人与人之间有时真的就如天上的月亮地上的湖,相隔遥远才会彼此相照。
我很想念你,对于我们,天涯不过咫尺!
世界上只有一个名字,
使我这样牵肠挂肚,
像有一根看不见的线,
一头牢牢系在我心尖上,
一头攥在你手中......
当我想你的时候,整个世界都下着蒙蒙细雨,心是灰色的,雨是透明的。
看着外面那湛蓝美丽的天空,
我的眼里没有一丝明亮的感觉,
眼睛呆滞无神,
总期望能够突然让我看到美丽的一瞬间,
就只有1分钟,
甚至几秒钟都足够。
当我想你的时候,我忧郁我沉闷....................
当我们失去的时候,才知道自己曾经拥有。

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

my special edited video~~

i recoreded this video
and i edited it lolxxx
not only add in the words
i edited the voice inside
coz.....the voice in the video is totally mine!!
im singing k wahaha..and i recorded it o!!
give me comment !!!!!

^^ if not nice..then juz ignore and close this site la.....

juz wan something to be written in my blog lol~