sigh...internet really too widely connected

whatever happened to me sadly, no matter who you are...please do not speak a word to the other.(cause i dont know who else close to me had viewed my previous post.i deleted it, should it been deleted from you rmind too)

because this could spoilt my life. those passed, let it passes. this is really important to me. thanks.^^
just keep it as secret, forget it if possible hehe.thank you very much for assisting in this.

No cake baking d.

too bad 2day not going 2 bake cake d for mother's day.
cos i gotta fetch my lil bro from his sch at 3. if im gonna bake, shd be from 12-6pm. non stop
aikz quite miss the moment of baking~
so~ juz went 2 the baker cottage 2day and book the special flovour cake only for mothers' day lo.
what else can do? bro cant drive yet..mahuan~=P

mothers' day around the corner..what's yr plan?

my mum said..."secret recipe's cake very sien d la...dun1 buy d." (coz my big bro lo..he like SR cake, every event oso buy thr de cake..eat til.....@.@

so....hehe. mum ask me when i wan bake cake wo...yuan lai she miss my cake haha!!

dang dang dang~~ ok lo.i will bake an orange flavour butter cake.
(she dun like cheese cake, cant bake cheese cake.no choice)
(cant find mascarpone cheese around the ingredient shops around my hse, cant bake tiramisuT.T no choice)

so bake her favourite simple cake lo^^ wish me luck ya... dun fail in bakin' o. ^.<

$$$$$$$$$$$ hehe i earned rm200 today~~

Beginning of a month, what a son should do?
hehe of course giving parent monthly allowance ma...
and hor and hor~~
my bro gimme RM200!! wakaka~~
you know what..I'm good sis ma...every week help him clean room wo~
so gimme money use, acceptable right? wakaka~~
when i planned 2 go redang, start paying deposit, i ady start feeling like bankrupt jor.
thx bro ^^ i hope 年年有今日 ah!! haha~

blogging satisfaction

=P
finally...i satisfy with my blog design.
it's really tiring to design the blog, crazy with the photoshop software to create the only special header photo.
and the templates colour...
I am choosy...haha. that's why i neglected my blog for decades due to dissatisfaction of the design.
but now i'm bck!!!^^ as a blogger, updating my life here..with more exciting journey in my life. guess what?
im gonna graduate soon.....................................
BIG change of my life there'll be.from receiving allowance monthly, become paying to parent monthly.
I guess i got lotsa stuff to purchase with my 1st few months' salary.haha. so sorry papa mama, let me spend off my salary on my necessaries!!
LAPPY!!!
new HP!!!(with AGPS of course..you know..im road idiot= =)
and duhh~~~~new CAM!!!!!


all da best to me for my very FINAL exam in my studies!! will nvr lose..no FAILING!!
gambatei all candidates for this coming papers~

8 in the MORNING

8 in the morning

cloudy sky, I reached my 'beloved' college that I had left it for a month.

Im driving thr of course, picking sweet girl MEISIM, and an 'indian guy' VICTOR.

They both my classmates.

We are so 'hardworking' to come for the revision class that is informed by our lecturer so long ago.

Here we are outside the DK~

from left, is MEIWEN, then MEISIM in the middle, the sitting one is VICTOR.

(They thought nobody can recognise them if they facing me with their back, LOL too silly)

Finally, once the door of DK is opened....
D-A-N-G!!
even the lecturer is not in..
because..the class is not on at all.
In fact, we should have email the lecturer if we wish to go for the class.
==", they nvr told me about this...
so~ we just hang on somewhere in coll to read something until brunch time...

....................
.......1030am.......
times up for tired reading (actually is dreaming)
cause we sitting beside the swimming pool, my eyes in not focus on the book at all lol~

then...the next round is...brunch time~~
in the Island RED Cafe..


Sharing 1 drink, cause.. don't like drinking a lot ^^

Who's in this round?
Only...
Me....


And MEISIM~~

My order~

HOT AND SPICY CHICKEN CHOP

It's nice~

Crispy chicken with delicious french fries~

MEISIM's order...

==' nasi lemak~~

hmm hmm..once the food is served,

her comment is

"chicken so small!!!"

"ikan bilis so less"

"Egg also small, the yolk so little~"

Then once have a try on it...

she said

"the rendang source nice"

"but the chicken so hard!!"

bla bla a lot of comment and finally...

She finished it too~ hahaha~

A day with foolish attendance on a non-existed class...

but still a wonderful day with wonderful person^^

The tears as the rain

The sky is crying.... When i look through my window, HIS tears, is hurting every living thing on the earth.
I am safe under the eaves, looking to the cats and dogs that running outside, looking at the birds that flying in the tears, and creatures running back to their home..
Only the trees...they're in wonderful day of this, dancing, open up their arms, welcome the tears to hydrate them... and after the tears, will be a smile from the sun, and a whole new weather that every creature and living thing will present in it, and work on for their life again..
Human's heart is just the same as weather..they have tears sometimes, to brim over the sadness, to get themselves safe under somewhere they can hide from the tears, but the tears, do hydrate some feelings inside their heart, to understand what is going on, to know what to do, how to decide. And after the raining, should be a smile, to welcome your new life, which will have more happiness and let yourself go on with your life, and forget about the rain that you dropped.

I am forgetting the rain of mine yesterday night, even now the sky is having HIS tears dropping. I feel great now because I know what should I do. I understand that something can't be changed and will stay forever as now... I know what he think, because he said so... I know we'll never got chance to be couple, because he said so. So.. how about you?