Wednesday, April 30, 2008

这首歌,叫<梦中的婚礼>..是我们记忆里,最后的礼物.

在和你一起的时候,你曾经说过希望我弹一首歌给你听..我那时候还没练好,没来得及弹..本来打算这星期你从槟城来找我,我就弹给你听的.我练了很久..可是还弹得不太好..没想到...没机会在你面前弹了..我希望,你会看见我这个部落格..因为我想完成我的心愿..为你做我答应过的事..我不想以后有遗憾..我想让自己不要为错过的事情而遗憾...这首歌...是我为你做的最后一件事了...

我们...就在这个分叉路口,各走各的吧!你已经选择转弯,不陪我走下去,我若停下来等你回来,就永远不知道我前面的未来..我不想落后..我想继续向前走.如果哪一天,你觉得,你想从那转弯处走回来..我很欢迎..因为我的生活里,陪我走的,不只男朋友,我也有朋友和家人..不管你以什么身份回来,我都会欣然接受的.

又或许,你根本不用回头...有缘的话,可能在另一个分叉路口,我们会碰面呢?到时,可能我们会选同一条路呢?我不知道将来会怎样,我只想继续走下去..下一个路口会发生什么事,顺其自然吧~

这video,就是我们在这个路口,离别的礼物....希望...你会收下,做纪念...希望你不会,随手就丢掉...

我们的回忆,我都会好好的收着...因为那是我人生路上,遇到的事情..以后老了,哪怕我们真的在哪个路口再遇,记忆就是我们的话题了...

Monday, April 28, 2008

一个人的旅行,一个人的演奏..

分开后...我想了太多太多......之前想的,都是满脑子的"为什么"...因为我不明白,不相信你的离开.. 可是现在我知道了..感情没有对还是错,没有可以明白的理由.当一个人选择离开时,他肯定狠下了心肠..一个人会说分手,只会有一个理由,就是他不再爱你了..不管你做得再多,再努力,他的心,已经不会再为你心疼了..看见你为他再度落泪,他不会再心疼,他已经无动于衷了.....
所以我不再问自己为什么了...不管他是否真的有第三者,或是什么原因,我只知道,他都不爱我了...
现在的我,只有太多的后悔...一个人,当他回望过去时,心痛的,只会是不曾为对方努力做过的事情而后悔..
我后悔,每次他来找我,他有住宿和交通的困难,我却把责任推在他身上,说他为难我.其实,身为女朋友的,也该付出不是吗?我后悔自己没有做到最好,后悔自己因为害怕面对父母而让他自己去承受不属于他一个人的烦恼.
我后悔,我忽略了他.他不管再忙,没时间来找我,也都会要我上网和他视频.每天晚上都会打电话找我谈天.这代表他对我的想念,是对这段感情的一份责任.而我,却总是说没空,不能上网.就连他打电话给我,我都在做事,要他等我.我也没有打电话找过他.
我后悔,他曾经要我为他弹奏一曲,我却因为怕自己弹得不好,没有做到...现在的我,不管弹了多少的曲,他再也不会回头望我一眼了.
我后悔,他曾要我去槟城找他,和他一起旅行一起玩,我却因为父母的牵制,不能够在外过夜而没能去找他..
我更后悔,和他分手的那一刻,我生气他,骂他....
我和他之间,有太多的遗憾..我没有好好的珍惜他对我做过的每一件事,因为我对这段感情太有信心了..每一次的回想,我都觉得是我的错.我不该骂他的,因为都是我的错.是我没有好好的去珍惜他,他走了,是我造成的.我该怪自己,不是别人.是我做得不够好.
如果时间可以倒流,让我再一次的可以去爱他,我会做得更好...不会让自己有这么多的遗憾,这么多的后悔的.这会是我一辈子都挥不去的记忆,散不掉的阴影.我永远都会记得自己如何亲手破坏了我本该拥有的幸福.
我不会原谅我自己的.
现在的我,只剩下自己一个人的旅行,自己一人的演奏.他,不再陪我走下去了...他的生命,会有个更懂得珍惜他的人陪他去走...我,只会是他遗忘的过路人.我们之间...什么都没了.....
我.............................................知错了...原谅我.......

Sunday, April 27, 2008

曾经最爱我的人...不再爱我了...

他...很突然的说,要离开...要我保重,要我自己照顾自己..我问过..他能那么确定他的未来不会再一次爱上我吗?我很傻的想要去等待....他却很绝情的说了句"我永远都不会再爱你了...对不起.."这句话,伤透了我的心...让我的眼泪又瞬间的掉了下来...为什么要那么坚决的说他以后都不会喜欢我? 未来的事真的能够预知吗?我说我要等,我也不能确定我是不是真的能够等到啊...我知道他这么做是想让我死心..他其实也不知道未来会发生什么事情...可是他不要我白白的等待不太可能发生的东西.. 因为他不能再给我承诺了...他害怕我等的是什么都没有..他宁可现在对我残忍,要我彻底的忘记他,也不要让我等那么久,却什么也不能给我...我明白的.....我不会强求自己去等..但此时此刻,我真的还不能完全放下你..还是有想要等的感觉...或许我真的需要时间吧.....我不知道我们是不是真的就这样完了...或是以后还有继续的缘分..我只想,一切都顺其自然,如果以后真的有一天,你对我可以有回这样的感觉....不要藏在心里,一定要告诉我..因为我没有生气你,也没有怪你...我都原谅了...我愿意跟着时间走...看看我被注定的未来,是否还是由你陪我走下去...感情没有对与错...所以无论你说得多么的绝,我也欣然的接受了...因为你的绝情,让我更了解你害怕我受伤的感觉...不要拒我于千里之外....让我们顺其自然的发展下去....结局是怎样,都不轮到我们去决定的....我会相信缘分.......不会再勉强自己了...

Saturday, April 26, 2008

3rd day broke with him (24April2008)

im so stupid....im start to regret for what i have did. i stop myself to think bout him, i thought that if i nvr contact him forever...i can assume that he nvr appear in my life... but i nvr reluctant to take off the necklace he gave me from my neck...nvr wan to throw away what he gave me b4.. nvr dare to delete all the msg he sent me. thats all my only memory with him..i will lost him forever..i dont wan to lost the memory also....y i was so stupid yesterday to call him for last time? and promise not to find him forever? i juz...feel that myself now is very annoying to him.. disturbing his life...cos im only a rubbish threw by him...if i keep appear he will hate me a lot.. i juz wan him to be happy, wan him to feel better if cant hear my voice, cant see my sms, cant get my call, then he not feel guilty at all...he will get better life cos wont see my msg that very sad. cos i oways send him some msg to tell him that i miss him a lot...i wan him to stay...and he cant say anything, only know to say sorry to me. i dun wan him to feel so suffer..but now im the one who suffer...i everyday looking at my fon, seeing when will he msg me...when will he call me.. i nvr let my fon leave me far..but...the fon no respond at all...when i got a msg i will be very happy like last time, cos i thought is him...but...thats oni some mg from my frens...i feel so sad...my tears drop again.
im not a good gf for him...thats y he dont wan me......im bad in everything.... thats y im now trying to protect him.....now i become a bad daughter...yesterday night..maybe i cry a bit loud, my mum heard me..she knocked my door, asked me switch off the laptop, she need to talk to me. she asked me not to be sad anymore...she said maybe he has another gal in penang,will nvr think of me anymore. im nothing for him, so what for i cry for him? and my mum said she wanna find him out and talk or even tell his family...i...im a bad daughter...i lie to my mum..i wan to protect him..i tell mum nothing happen, im ok...i juz wan him to be happy as he want..he is too suffer to be with me.i brought him only sadness and annoying in his life. im a rubbish. he shd throw me earlier...he is good enough cos he wait until i finish my exam only tell me....he already did his best...im the only one nvr did my best........im not enough good to be his gf. i wil nvr forget how bad i am.....how stupid i am...i...juz wan to protect him now, let him be more happy than b4.. cos i gave him a lot of bad memory....no matter how, i will do everything to only let him be more happy and comfort...i wont find him even i want to...cos with this, he will feel not so guilty to me. he will be more and more happy when i really din find him.... i bluff him that i had already deleted his fon number..but i wont change my fon number forever...i will stil holding my fon every second, even sleeping..juz to wait for his msg, as how i wait like last time...last time i was waiting for his msg, thats a happy moment, cant beliv now....waiting his msg with tears...such a funny life~haha...im funny...waiting for nothing....but i hope that, if 1 day he feel tired, feel need somebody...or anything happen...he will find me....can find me to accompany him like last time, opening the webcam and chat...happily...when he is lonely, i will oways be ready here...for him.. i will nvr find my own life with happiness, cos after this..i already know very well that, hapinness nvr belong to me. no matter how much i put my effort into it, the ending will still be the same. as u wan me to beliv u last time..i thought i really found...now see? is the same!! my fate will nvr change...u make me know well about it and i will nvr dream anymore. i will wake up from the dream, nvr be greedy to sleep so muc and hide myself in the dream for those fake happiness that the god has given to me..all are illusion...not true...i will nvr find happiness anymore, but i will be ready here to support u for ur happiness...as long as u need me, juz find me...i will stil be ur side, support u in everything u do...

Friday, April 25, 2008

i cant hate u at all...im so love u...

i tot that i can make myself very hate u, i can forget u fast. but i nvr can hate u...since we been together til now, everytime u make me angry, once u say sorry i oso can forgive u....same for this time.... ur leaving make me know that how much i love u.....u make me fall so deep, i cant stand up anymore...u let me become the happiest ppl in the world, i have nvr felt so happy in my life...but now...u suddenly push me down from the highest place i climbed.. u are now totally different with the ppl i know last time. what make u change so fast?change so sudden? change so much? as i know..a couple together for longer period sure the feel will reduce, but not until need to break up. i really cant understand the reason. u keep saying sorry, keep asking me to forget u..is that, u really did something sorry to me? even not love a ppl anymore, also stil wan to be fren, wont ask her to forget u... u wan me to forget u, is it becos u scare i will disturd u and ur new gf? i duno why i will think like dis, but for me, this is the only reason u will break with me. nothing can let a guy break with his gf, unless 3rd party. i ask u is it u got 3rd party, u nvr say no to me, u keep ask me dont think too much...i think it's real rite? my mum also said that to me, but im not beliv..unless u say it to me.i know my mum was rite..she know u will leave me someday, cos u stay too far, and u wont sacrifice for me to come kl and stay, i nvr force u...but problem stil there..u cant oways waste money come find me.. it's too expensive.. and if u wan to find a gf there, easy a lot, cos im not beside u. i cant even go find u.. but y u nvr giv me time? i told u i wil go penang 1 day...i work so hard to let my parents beliv u are true to me, u can be beliv..u are good guy.. it is worth for me to do a lot for u...but....u wan me to understand u......u told me everything is past, u will only remember me as memory...u think that break up is better way for both of us. u said i deserved to get a better life. this is all excuses...excuses to let urself feel not so guilty...

but if this way can make u not so guilty.....then i leave...u not love me, u wont think that i happy or sad. but i love u, i hope that u will be happy without me...i juz wan a answer from u.. is that u leave me becos of 3rd party.. juz yes or no...this is enough for me. i can cry to release my mood..i dont need u to say sorry to me for hundred times.. thats not work for me, u say more sorry, i feel more sad cos make u feel uncomfortable. u r not sorry to me if u dont hav a 3rd party. cos no feel is not ur fault, thats fate. i juz wan a answer...so that i wont whole life duno why myself left by somebody i loved without reason.

anyway wan to thank u too...cos of u..i 1 day no eat, lost 1kg..this is wat i happy for, cos i tried so hard to keep fit also fail..u helped me..i think i will continue to be like dis, so i can get better body shape. im happy so u no need feel guilty..juz find ur own life that u wan. i will oways support u here. no matter what happen, if u need a listener, i will oways be here. until the day i can really let u go.

i dont know when will it be....but for now, i think i wont need bf anymore....im really...totally no more confident on myself.......i can sure that im really not a good gal...nobody will wan to love me forever. i dun1 to beliv anyone anymore, cos i dun1 wan to fall too bad again.now i ady cant stand up.........................hope that i can stay on my bed everyday, hide in my room. now everyday need to pretend happy and smile in front of my family, cos dun1 them to worry bout me. im really too suffer.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

原来.....我还不会伤心得站不起来..

本来很伤心很伤心的....哭了很久都停不了...很多朋友陪着我,都不能让我停止...

可是很奇怪的是,当我以前的男朋友打电话给我,和我谈天后,我不哭了....

他对我说了很多话..很多让我觉得很安心很安全的话...或许...我男朋友真的变了,不再爱我了,为他流泪,是我自己痛苦,可能他在笑呢! 如果他真的曾经很爱我,就不可能这么容易,才一个月不见面就说感情淡了..反而我以前的男朋友,和我分开一年了,都可以还在喜欢我.可能你曾经让我觉得你很好,你说你很专一,不容易变心.你要我信你,说你不会离开我.你说你不能没有我..可是现在我知道, 你没有那么好,喜欢的时候,什么都说得出来啊! 你更说过,你做不到的时,不会答应我...哈哈...是这样吗? 不见得呢!你答应过的事,都没有做到.反而还有更好的人为我做了更多更多...原来你说的,都是骗人的.现在我真的怀疑..你之前说的爱我,也是假的.很庆幸我没有为你付出得太多..要不然,我会后悔一辈子.你要我忘记你对吧?好啊!我就从此从你的世界里消失..如你所愿,你的世界,不会再有我的存在.连我们的记忆我也要拿走!要把它都毁了...反正你说我的未来不能有你,要忘记.....忘记就要彻底..我们,从来就没认识过. 没有未来...也没有记忆....你..只是,我记不起的陌生人....

当你和我分开时,真的一点点,都不爱我了吗?

为什么会这样?我们不是都好好的吗? 为什么要不爱我...为什么要分开?那当初为什么要说爱我? 当初为什么要我相信你? 当初为什么说你不能失去我?

真的变得这么快吗?真的可以说不爱就不爱?想放手就放手?

我...真的什么都不能做吗? 不能挽回吗? 你让我陷得好深了...为什么要这样?我不想失去你啊....真的不能..... 不要走不可以吗? 不要走....

我家...为你空起来的房间.....真的..一辈子都会空着了...


感情,真的这么儿戏?说淡就淡哦? 怎么我都觉得,是有第三者? 因为我也觉得我们距离越来越远了,可是没有到分手的地步...在我心中,你有多好你知道吗?我可以付出很多很多,要了我的命都可以..因为,我和你一起真的很有安全感..相信你不会丢下我不管的.相信我们真的会到永远.是你让我变了很多,让我相信不是全世界的男生都是坏的...

可是现在,真的很突然哦...我不明白为什么会分开..真的连一点点感觉都没有了? 怎么会这样?

你要我忘记你,要我不要等你..可能..你真的..喜欢别人了吧? 我就是要等! 我不管...我真的很爱你...放不了手了..是你让我爱得那么深的...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

我被点名了!!

+*+ 我被点名了游戏 +*+

你被点名了。
点名规则。

A.
被点名的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案,然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题。
仍然组成20个问题,传给其他8个人,列出其他八位需要回答问题的人的名字。还要到这8个人的地盘留言通知对方…“你被点名了。”
被点名者不得拒绝回答问题。
完成游戏者将永远得到大家的祝福

B.
这8个人要在自己的博客里注明从哪接到的。并且再传给其他8人。让游戏延续。

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WyNKi Sam Pui Yee 点我了。。。


1.小时候的理想是什么?

(-_- )))zZ 律师,考古学家,和.....>.<" 有钱人!!!


2.这辈子最快乐的是什么事?

(-_- )))zZ 好多哦..最快乐的应该是找到全世界最棒的男朋友吧?


3.你喜欢自己一个人吗?

(-_- )))zZ 超超超极喜欢!!因为在没有人的世界,我就是王!电脑,扫把,电视,收音机...都要听我的!看课本不爽,可以判它死刑~哈哈哈哈~~~

4.你有多久没有傻笑了?

(-_- )))zZ 好久没有傻笑了哦....就..大概有...10 秒没傻笑了.


5.你在家里排老几?你满意你的“地位”么?

(-_- )))zZ 老二! 不满意!因为妈在我小时候吃东西时就常对我说:"哥哥比你大,吃得比你多..留多点菜给他..弟弟比你小,他要吃多点你让他.."那我吃什么咧?


6.最受不了自己哪些缺点?

(-_- )))zZ 矮!!!!!最讨厌了..全家人都长得好高喔...

(-_- )))zZ 开玩笑的赞自己,却被没脑的人误以为我真的很骄傲.(以后我很认真的说话,假扮的超谦虚的,这样应该可以了吧?)


7.如果有不开心的事情,你会怎么办?

(-_- )))zZ 会把自己关在房间乱跳乱叫,然后把不开心的事鬼画符地写在纸上,然后撕掉!!然后就哭咯...


8.最害怕失去的东西?

(-_- )))zZ 记忆....


9.五年内比较现实的目标是什么?

(-_- )))zZ 两年内好好的念书,一定要再创高峰!(顺便找些工作赚点钱来花..) 第三年出国读书..第四年第五年,应该开始工作了吧..就努力赚钱啊! 实现我小时候的梦想啊--->做有钱人~~


10.遇到喜欢的人,你是勇敢表白还是是默默关注?

(-_- )))zZ 我当然会很勇敢的....暗示啦~哈哈...(衰了就会说"我开玩笑的啦..哈哈..哈..")


11.说出点你名的人的三个优点。

(-_- )))zZ hoho...第一,加两个优点!!
(-_- )))zZ 第二, 她..很高,身材好咯...(羡慕+嫉妒!!)
(-_- )))zZ 第三, 她很努力的,就算知道自己很差很难做得到都很努力,结果考试真的拿了个好成绩啊!
(-_- )))zZ 第四, 她蛮会打扮的..
(-_- )))zZ 最后, 她拥有我的优点啊!!哈哈~~(就是幽默)


12.说出点你名的人的3个缺点。。

(-_- )))zZ 一谈恋爱就不是她自己了,她的优点都会被覆盖...

(-_- )))zZ 偶尔很不理智..(跟男朋友分了,如果有一天他要回来你身边,你居然告诉我你会接受?! 当初我ex跟我分的时候你对我说什么的?他是坏男人!不准!)

(-_- )))zZ 不太懂得人类的阴险..天真.



13.喜欢什么类型的人?

(-_- )))zZ 超爱我的,超疼我的,在他心中我最重要,不可以对别的女生嘴甜,可以管得了我的,了解我的,会引起我注意甚至为他吃醋的...


14.什么原因开始写部落格?

(-_- )))zZ 朋友都有,看到很漂亮,就写咯...已经删了好多个哦..因为一年写一次..这次不知道为什么会写那么久..


15. 做过最后悔的事情?

(-_- )))zZ 误会家人对我的好..以前总觉得朋友最好,但被好朋友出卖的那一刻,居然帮我解决问题的是家人..


16.你吃过最好吃的是什么?

(-_- )))zZ 婆婆煮的....


17.对你而言什么是人与人之间最佳的相处方法?

(-_- )))zZ 不同的人有不同的相处方法..我对人的座右铭是:你你敬我一尺,我高你一丈.你亏我一mm,我高你一个天!!(所以,不要得罪我哦..我报仇心很重的)


18.什么时候觉得自己很幸福?

(-_- )))zZ 当我第一次被男朋友(jin)抱得紧紧的,然后他说不会放手让我跌倒...


19.如果明天是世界末日,你会做什么?

(-_- )))zZ 会...发梦有外星人来把我,我家人,我男朋友,我好朋友都载走...(载我们就好了..哈哈..)


20. 如果还有下一辈子,你想当什么?

(-_- )))zZ 当回现在的我,不过脸的轮廓要小一点脸尖多点,皮肤白点滑点,人长高点,家人管我少点..我的钱..要多很多点...

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1--> Jess Tan
2--> Yanz
3--> Pamela
4--> Timothy DUNCAN
5---> Carzy girl
6--> Fung
7--> Eyvane
8--> mo mo

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Monday, April 21, 2008

考试都这么奇怪...

怎么我在考试前两天可以从早到晚一直温习没停过..但考试前一天就没有心情看书了? 现在半夜不睡觉,一直在房里走来走去, 玩这玩那的...很担心我的考试欸! 不懂这次能不能顺利过关.

我要诅咒我自己!!!诅咒自己....考试年年拿满分.哈哈~~



好想念我的傻佬哦...好久没见他了..因为我都在忙考试..真委屈他..还要谢谢他的体谅,从来都不埋怨我没时间陪他..都只有我在埋怨他没时间陪我..虽然每次我都觉得他忽略了我, 可是用心想想..他并没有..他每天都打电话给我啊..就算他再忙,我需要他是都会回我信息的.反而是我,忙的时候就没怎么理会到他,得空时找他就要他陪我..我还真霸道..=P 原来他这么好..怎么我现在才知道,我这么差~或许最近大家都很忙,所以我以为他不太理会我..觉得话题少了..其实也不会啦~~ 每天都讲电话,怎么叫话题少呢? 我得空没事做就爱找东西想...不过我们之间甜蜜的话,就真的很像没那么多了咯..

Saturday, April 19, 2008

烦恼的一天

真想知道...那些到老都那么恩爱的夫妻,是怎么做得到的? 在一起久了..话题不会少吗? 没有一方会不小心被冷落了吗? 怎么他们都可以那么的恩爱?真羡慕...是不是我不够了解他呢? 还是分隔太远,总会有些距离的? 我们最近的话题好少哦....... 好想告诉他我很想他..可是........没有机会...他都很像很忙的.而且我们谈得越来越少,突然和他说这个,好像很奇怪欸...
现在都没心情温习了....都在想他...想发简讯给他又不懂该说什么.....

我的一个回忆不见了

在我的生命里,每一件发生过的事情,无论是开心或不开心,我都会把它收藏在脑海深处,变成我的回忆..可是最近,我发觉,我的一个回忆..那主角很像消逝了..手机,很像没有回应..msn一年没见到动静了..直到最近,当我无意间到我的friendster邮箱里,看回旧信息时....我才发觉..他不见了!!连他的friendster户口他也都删除了..好夸张哦!!就算再怎么忙,怎么想逃避某些事,也不至于要人间消失吧?这反而让我觉得害怕,担心他是不是出事了...所以,他给我的回忆,也随他不见了.总觉得好奇怪....他该不是这样的人啊..

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

我好害怕....好害怕...

我曾经很天真地想过,只要我很爱很爱一个人,全心全意地爱..就算两个人分开很远, 很远..距离都不会是问题.
我对你的爱, 真的没有减少过.依然还是一样, 甚至...爱到快要无法自拔了. 每一次和你讲电话,和你见面,在一起,我觉得上天对我是多么的好,让我这么的幸福...可是老天给我的礼物,为什么那么的若有若无?
每次你说要来找我, 我都觉得好开心好开心...但当你要来的时候,问题就开始不断地出现了. 第一次,是住宿问题..你来找我,要住朋友家,麻烦了你朋友,我真的觉得很内疚.很难得事情解决了.
现在,却是交通问题.你来找我,我本来很开心...可是你搭车下来..我也ok啊...要我去车站载你,我还以为...是我家附近的. 可是...你却说是pudu station的.我从来没有去过,认路也很差,这你该很清楚.可是却要我去...
就算我真的会去,我一个人驾车,还在夜晚..父母会担心啊..如果父母去载你,又害怕会麻烦..你我都不想...
我觉得...我真的很差劲.男朋友老遥远地来找我,我居然连去车站接他的本事都没有,我真的好笨!好蠢!好没用!!
我每次都好害怕,我们会因为这些问题而分开....我很怕失去你.....我真的很怕....
为什么连一点小事我都做不好?为什么我就不能为你做一点事?为什么我...这么的没用??
我越来越觉得...我很不配当你的女朋友....给你太多太多的麻烦...
每次的问题,都会牵涉到我父母的想法..在家人和你之间....被夹着做人,真的很难受...
可是你对我很重要...我真的不知道该怎么办....只好偷偷的..躲在房里哭.....
我真的不想失去你,可是为什么总觉得...你会离开我?我真的很没有信心......却又不知道怎么开口对你说...

我会试着解决...试着和家人商量...但.....我不知道答案会是什么,可是我希望你能谅解我......因为你说过要我对这感情有信心. 我真的很努力地去相信..有距离的感情...结果会是怎么样?